One Step Closer
June 14, 2007Well, it finally feels like things are rolling when it comes to my shoulder. I got my MRI and second batch of x-rays done so by tomorrow i should know the outcome of pretty much anything dealing with my arm. I just hope that whatever the outcome is, it is the best option and that i will be at peace with it. I’m pretty much in high spirits about everything and optomistic that everything is going to be a-ok. As for my personal life it’s a hell of a lot more complicated than i would like, but for once i feel really good about that. My beautiful chaos of it all makes it oh so interesting and different. I don’t want Tom to be hurt, but i just feel like “us” right now is just not working. I don’t know what the future will bring, but what i do know is that everything will be ok. In the end everything always is. My arm, my romantic life, and my work life will all be back to normal in no time and even if they are not I’m still just so greatful to be alive that it doesn’t even matter.
I am glad that your are getting everything worked out with yur arm. Sorry to hear about your personal life. Couple of things you should consider is that you only get out what you, yourself put into the relationship. No relationship is perfect, will you one day regret giving up what this guy has offered you? Not that I should talk it took me a long time to find that certain someone…. I was afraid of commitment and on some levels still am.